So Joe and I watched a bit of tv tonight after swimmiing in my uncles pool for hours, it was great fun, I haven't laughed so much in a long, no very long time, there is no substitute for interaction, I mean touch warmth ..anyway so much for the personal, oh one more thing, he says he loves me..*glee* so happy, for the first time in a loooong time, Tawny is happy, thanks Joe for bringing the smile back to these lips, my heart leaps with joy when you are near, thanks for reminding me what it is like to be loved.